I'd like to tell you I can stop myself from doin' stuff to try and help. But it ain't in me. It just ain't in me. Go ask the guys I work with. I'm headstrong and stupid. It's what I do.

And when Bulba killed Vinnie, he lost somethin' forever that was causin' the temporary hurt. And it'd go on causin' that hurt until he knew and until he could bring it up to the light and deal with it. You kill a guy, you kill a lotta guys, you gotta learn how to deal with it, how to live with yourself. Or you go crazy from the inside. Hidin' it away, don't work. I've seen too many guys who did that to just have it eat 'em up from the inside.