It's okay. I don't really expect anybody to get it, and that's fine.

I can never actually apologize for what happened. That's a horrible feeling. I know it wasn't me but... [He shook his head and sighed.] I took a step back so I could keep moving forward. I just... needed a reminder.

It'll never go away but it's getting easier this way. That's all.

[That wasn't really a very helpful explanation. Oh well. He took a drink of milk and iwehugkfjdh whoa this is the weirdest drink. What is he drinking. What is this.]

... This is so weird.